It has been 15 days since my previous post. Actually there are lots of interesting events during this period. Three weddings, Jlo's, my cousin, dorcas's and my colleague's wedding; ngiik and Yong's engagement; a week in my parent's place ; a final decision about the date to Melbourne; my first website publish on web. decorate my first Christmas tree.... Tears, laughter and memories flowing from everywhere and staying everywhere in the deepest part in my heart.
I seize on every chances to stay with those I love here as I will be leaving to the one I loved there. Isn't this what I expected? But the sorrows are getting stronger each day as the day I left is approaching. It's just like it gonna be long long way apart from them here.And I have a feeling that not supposed to have, it's just like I can't see them anymore.(touched wood). We gain and lost simultaneously on every decision that we made. It's a kinda fair world.Anyway, the sudden decision put me on the hot stove and I did hesitate until today to book the air ticket with the date earlier as expected and thus, I need to re-plan my schedule for the next two months.
Cb jia, I gonna lost the chance to gather with you, Tze Ling, YY and two amus during chinese new year. It's a gathering that I expected for so long and now I can't make it. The Chinese new year will still be merry without my presence but I swear I will feel the emptiness without you all's companions.
My all time favourite~